Pandemic devasted the entire world last year. How can anyone regain themselves from that tragic year

Its been a year since the pandemic strike the entire world. Aftermath of that tragic year is still lurking around the entire world and annihilate numerous of people of the entire world. Despite of it, there are lessons to be learned and not all are negative in a way. I discovered that life should resume no matter how devastated life had happened and seek solution to regain back to secure one’s future while trusting in God that life would have a right path in his will and guidance is the only direction without him, life would not be fulfilling. Losing employment, being scammed, and being heartbroken are the worst thing that one can endured from a year ago, together with the pandemic around. It is quite unfair to experienced all of those things without having a time out to bounce back from such negative predicament. Unfortunately, I had to face all of it, and hope for the best that I can go through it all. For instance, an insecure boss who keeps on bullying me that one day I would file a resignation and end their misery. I knew that is how they play their game since they are immature boss, I would not participate in their schemes. Unfortunately, I cannot tolerate their childish acts anymore. I declined to respond to their queries. Consequently, they used the pandemic card as an escaped route to enforced a termination on my employment resulting to separation pay. Together with that hard-earned money that I earned my entire life was taken away from me by those mother fucker Chinese scammers. Hence, eating up my savings is struggle for me since I thought I had funds to survive my unemployment. Henceforth, those liars make it worst for me by stealing my hard earned money. Finally, the thought of having found someone to love you faded when the guy said that he wanted me to leave him. All those hardships I endured for a year are well reason to break out, and do stupid things. On the bright side, I relied to God, and let him took away my hurdles in life. In the process of seeking employment, every minute I pray that I could land a job anytime soon since November of last year. At last, God heed my prayers since I could not survive any further. As I realized the importance of money, I must work even harder than before. I began to apply for a second job or even a part-time English instructor to mother fucker Chinese communist. I began to sicken the idea of it, these people should not be taught English. They will bring destruction to the world since they are anti-Christ nation. Although, I humiliated myself by neglecting to know the basic grammar, I learned a valuable lesson that would improve my English speaking. In essence, I began to rely more to God, and seek his will that his path is better than what I have in my mind This trials created trauma for me to engage in any romantic interest that may come my way. I started to accept that I am no longer capable of loving by someone, and the pandemic restriction made it even worst in the love department. As I predicted, I have no valentine day greetings from any worthy guy, not even my past flings. Fortunately, I got a date invite from my former colleague. Sadly, he is not my type, and based on my experience, it would not turn out well. To cut the drama, I heist any further engagement. It is more than a year since I last dated someone romantically, I kind of miss the feeling of being connected with someone. Even though, I wanted to be with someone who would care for me, I would not force things, if it is not reciprocated. All of the time spent was wasted, and sometimes I wonder if it better not to know them at all, so I do not have that feeling of being left out. I am trying to understand the situation that I had from those time. Unfortunately, I cannot. For example, I asked the guy, “What do you hate about me? “He replied, “Do not get me wrong, I like you”. This is confusing to anyone to analyse. Bottom line, He has nothing to do with you anymore. Thus, created anger and hate to decline any future dealing with this person. For my perspective, I did what I can a year ago. On the contrary, I gave up already on anything. How can someone come back from that experienced? All of the pain, deception, mistrust, and pain that I experienced it all. All of the unfortunate things that is one afraid to face, I endure it all. Therefore, I am afraid to start all over again, and I accepted being forfeited in the love department. As my sister-in-law told me, I will be alone. From this point in my life while the pandemic is still there, I believe that she is correct, and there is no hope for me. I do not even know how I can mingle with another people in this situation. Besides, I work from home, and there is no chance that I would meet someone new. It would be a miracle for me to even have a new friend in this trying times. From this moment on, I should not even dare to attempt this area of my life and try not to do anything about it anymore. Basically, I forfeited, and if it is God will, it may or may not happen anytime soon. As I analyse my situation, I am in good state of mind. Money is coming in my life, and having food in the table is a good blessing enough for me. I will work harder and try to seek another employment as many as I can, so I can forget how lonely I am, and to retrieve all those money that was lost. Meanwhile, my sister-in-law keeps on giving me information about migration in Canada, Australia, and New Zealand. Therefore, it just make sense that it is time to migrate and fulfil my goal that I been wanting all my life. Marriage and love were never been my path all along. Building a new path to migrate is my next goal. There is no one to hinder me from going into that direction. It is just a matter of time that it would be my reality. After I fulfil another boss’s goals through employment, I must work mine also. With the English proficiency slowing me down. I must focus harder than before, and really mean it to make it happen. This has a deadline, and we must stick to it. Altogether, one must move on and seek another alternative to get that sparks once again. If something failed, then another chapter will emerge and divert one’s attention to it. Hopefully, that will works out fine. Do not take it seriously, everything is trial and error in life, everyone has a shot to try, the result may not be good but at least one tried. To sum it all, even I have experienced the worst in year like being left out, scammed, and retrenched with the pandemic that doubles the pain, I can still sleep well at night. Those tragedy were traumatic and numerous lessons I can be learned. I am still here doing my best to regain myself and move forward to greener Pasteur, on the contrary it is difficult but it is worth the shot since there is not path anymore but forward. Praying to God that he will guide me to the right path with calm self is better than mourning and beating myself with the mistakes in my life.