Numerous people will claim to be honest with themselves, on the contrary deep down they are not

Numerous people will claim to be honest with themselves, on the contrary deep down they are not. In fact, a number of won’t even know that there are not and will continue to experience negativity in their lives. I need to be free, on the contrary how? A number of friends said to me to let it goes, let’s be free! How could be better, if u never brave to leave them and go far a way, u should try to be various and doing something that make you happier. On the contrary how about my ancient life, my parent, my family too? Especially my mother, who never know what I want, and what have done. Numerous roles that I made broken, such as my faith, my purity and my relationship.