my first love that i have had

Have you ever falled in love with someone at first sight? I had thought it just happened in a romatic story until I had a first love with Hưng, my ex-boyfriend. When I studied in grade 10 and met him firstly in game centre where I and my friends usually played together. The game Centre is a first place where I and he started and ended our sweet and enthusiastic first love. It is the most unforgettable love that I have had in my life. Normally, I and my friends went to the game Centre and played league of legends together. However, that day I met a person who made my life become different was my handsome boyfriend, Hưng. At that time I thought he is the most handsome boy that I have met. He had a tanned skin, a straight nose and his fingers was long and flexible on the keyboard. I felt my heart was vibrating and had butterflies in my stomach. I tried to calm down and accessed him. Then I realized that positions next to him was available so I decided sitting there although the game Centre still had a lot of empty positions. Because I was very shy when I sitting near him so my friend sat between me and him. I realized that he played alone and I told my friend invited him played with us. Fortunately, he was pleasant and accepted immediately. I felt very happy and I tried to make a strong impressive. After, we made a team to play game and chose the position in game. Luckily, I and he went together in bottom lane. I played AD and he played support for me. I felt very happy and nervous because I worried I didn’t express well in front of him. We played for 4 hours and I expressed well my positions and wasn’t a burden to my team. After that, I asked my friends for adding him in our group on messenger to continue to play game together. Later, I had his Facebook account through messenger group and sent a friend request to him. He excepted my request when I felt on the top world and I laughed loud like a crazy person. Then, we continued to play game each others until summer. I had to stay at home in summer because my mother didn’t allow me to go the game Centre and my friends also couldn’t play game in summer. I felt very sad because I couldn’t meet and play game with my friends, especially, my crush. I didn’t play game without my friends because I would feel boring and alone if I played game alone. However, I felt more boring when I stayed at home, so I decided logging in game to lessen my boredom. Suddenly, I received a request from Hưng, my crush and he invited me played game each other. Of course, I accepted instantly and we went together in a bottom lane. I felt very joyful because he always protected me in game. I realized that I really liked him and I wanted him to become my boyfriend. Although I didn’t meet him but I could hear his sweet voice from my headphone. I felt nothing is happier than playing game with my crush. We told and played game during summer. So I knew him more and I knew that he was in the same grade with me but different class. After playing game together during summer, I and he chatted together more so I tried to give him hints that I liked him. Fortunately, I realized that he understood them and he ordered me to become his girlfriend when we were chatting together. At that time, I felt on cloud nine and I accepted it immediately. After that, we had a large amount of unforgettable memories, we played game and made a date each other. I thought that I was the happiest person in the world because I liked him and he also liked me. However, people said the first love was a imperfective love and always had a bad ending. I didn’t think so because I realized that I and he were each other and had many same points. However, I was in grade 12 and I had to spend more time studying to admit a university. It was a reason that I didn’t play game with my boyfriend anymore in order to focus on my study. He decided not admitting a university and graduated high school. So he had more time to play game than me and also invited me played game but I refused him. At one time, I realized that I didn’t talk to him more and messages just contained content like good night or good morning. So I decided spend a little time playing game with him. I went to the game center where I and he always played together without talking to him advance because I wanted to make surprise for him. But the surprise person was me, I saw him and other girl played game together happily. At the same time that I shocked and couldn’t say anything. I decided taking pictures to make a clue and sent to him. He said she was a strange girl and they just played together. While I felt very angry and disappointed so I didn’t talk to him anymore. I decided focus on my study and spending more time thinking carefully about my relationship. At the time he didn’t sent to me any message to apologize or explain. So I felt very sad and hopeless and I cried a lot. I thought that I should break up my relationship but I had been waiting his messages, I just need his message that he apologized me and forgave everything. However, I didn’t wait it and when the national high school examination ended, I had more time to play game while I had waiting my result. At one time, I went to the familiar game Centre to play game with my friends in order not to think my problem with my boyfriend and relax. I met him was playing with his friend and he was very fun like nothing happened and his life was still the same before. At that time, I didn’t feel sad and disappointed I had no emotion with him. I decided breaking up him via messages on Facebook. After I sent messages to him, he just saw and sent a message “ OK”. Finally, those short message was the end of my first love. My first love was an unforgettable and sweet love but it ended nonsense. I thought if I was mature enough, I could maintain my relationship. However, I didn’t regret because I thought it was my real experience that I didn’t decided when I was angry. I realized that life wasn’t a romantic story because a love story didn’t have a happy ending. And I gained a real experience for other love.