I reached a level of completely misunderstanding myself. I can’t go through life and complete my journey. I can’t even decide or have a passion for my preferences because I can’t determine them. How can I know what I am passionate about? I’m feeling I’m unqualified for everything. I can’t find myself with what I am supposed to do. I got addicted to something I have always been sarcastic about. in other words, I am destroying my future. My relationships have been cut with the closest ones, and at some point, I will find myself alone again. I can’t study. What should I do if I hear to receive comments like “you are boring, ”; or they aren’t respecting me anymore? Will I find myself in someday? I want to go ahead, I want people to know me with my work and become authentic to work with me, but I don’t do anything. I can’t even understand the reasons for my failure. Is that happening because I’m on the wrong way, or am I just procrastinating because it’s my naturality?
I reached a level of completely misunderstanding myself. I
can’t
go through life and complete my journey.
I
can’t
even decide or have a passion for my preferences
because
I
can’t
determine them. How can I know what I am passionate about? I’m feeling I’m unqualified for everything. I
can’t
find myself with what I
am supposed
to do.
I
got
addicted to something I have always been sarcastic about.
in
other words, I am destroying my future. My relationships have been
cut
with the closest ones, and at
some
point, I will find myself alone again. I
can’t
study. What should I do if I hear to receive comments like “you are boring, ”; or they aren’t respecting me anymore? Will I find myself in someday? I want to go ahead, I want
people
to know me with my work and become authentic to work with me,
but
I don’t do anything. I
can’t
even understand the reasons for my failure. Is that happening
because
I’m on the
wrong
way, or am I
just
procrastinating
because
it’s my
naturality
?